Dannielleas diary, time for change.

I did ss for 12 weeks had the step 2 week then 3 weeks of ss then step2 step3 and on to weight watchers the only reason I came off cambridge is because I started getting bald patches :( other wise I'd be at goal now lol I lost 4stone on cambridge 13.5lb to go hope to be just about there for Christmas x
 
They were horrible :( had to chop all my hair short but it doesn't look that bad now!
 
I have really long hair so I hope this doesn't happen to me.. I did the atkins in the past for a while & I was fine so fingers crossed.. Taking hair vitamins just to be cautious but gosh.. Thats not good! Well congrats you look a babe and your ex is completely stupid!
hehe, yeah fingers crossed it doesn't happen to you I'm sure you will be fine :) don't think I could do Atkins fry up for every meal lol. Thanks it's hard work I haven't been the gym for over a week think I'm a bit depressed about the whole thing :( yup he's a silly boy won't ask fro help with his stress and depression I'd be happy to help him talk about it and work it all out but he can't see that I care as much as I do, I'm not going to be bitter just told him if he needs me anytime I'm always there, sucks it's not what I want but nothing I can do... Grr
 
Hey fay, how's it going? Actually I started again today determined to do it all the way this time, it's a bit of a fight with the meds I'm currently on but I can manage it while slightly spaced out I just keep making excuses and it stops now! Need re evaluate why I'm doing this, it's for me and I owe it to myself to do it!
 
Haha minus one guy to chatting one up on Facebook I need to behave my self I don't like being alone this is a problem :/
 
Ah good to hear you're doing ok! Well my wi was today and -1.5lb so all is ok :) apart from this stinking head ache!
 
Ahh. Were you 100% all week? It's great that you got a loss with all that stress. Hope you're not feeling too miserable - the headache will pass xx
 
Awh thanks for all the support people :D I wasn't a good girl at all last week was out for dinner on Friday had a grilled chicken salad and 2 glasses of wine then ofcourse my dear friend decided we needed desert so I had a slice of banoffee pie(scraped all the cream off and left quite a bit) we then headed to the pub for a quiet drink that ended up being a full blown night out. Visited another friend on Tuesday and had a very naughty glass of the new chocolate baileys :( this weekend I have a friend up this way from Liverpool whom I haven't seen in 3 years so we have lunch planned(will ofc be having chicken salad,likely a vodka soda too) and I'm taking my daughter to a garden center (Santa is there, even though it's only November) supposed to be off out with my sisters and meeting a guy...it's all go, I'm sticking to ww haven't gone that crazy I have paid way to much money to lose this weight just to put it back on, I've never gone over points(weeklys) I've been rather silly and need to stop, I'm still losing I think that's been pure luck this week, I intend on being the real me this weekend so I will set my self limits of 2 drinks with dinner on Sunday I know I can do it and I damned well deserve it, the junk food so many of us have been trained to think of as treats is in fact punishment! The same for alcohol I managed so long without I don't need those things!
 
Need to have a serious talk with my self!! So I'm ranting on here! It usually sinks in as if I don't lose weight it's not only my self I'm letting down it's the people that read this aswel if you know what I mean?! No way in hell are the chains of fat going to creep back around me! NO NO NO NO! I will not let it happen!
 
Need to have a serious talk with my self!! So I'm ranting on here! It usually sinks in as if I don't lose weight it's not only my self I'm letting down it's the people that read this aswel if you know what I mean?! No way in hell are the chains of fat going to creep back around me! NO NO NO NO! I will not let it happen!

That's the spirit chick ! !

Keep strong, you know you can do it :) x
 
Had my last blow out on Saturday my sisters birthday and two friends...started the night with good intentions just had diet coke that turned in to a jug of strawberry daiquiris, agua bombs, jäger bombs and vodka ones (I don't know what these are my sister just told me to drink) and ended with a chicken tikka wrap and a sore throat from smoking a full 20deck oh and tears because of stupid men always tears because of men ATM the one I want don't actually care drunk tearfull texts for a reply of...Hey sorry for the late reply and it's fine your human and it's your life you can do what you want to do as long you find someone that makes you happy... For god sake...I sent the coldest text possible back trying to preserve some self respect but all I actually wanted to say was I just want to talk to you and fix it...grr what's wrong with me! I base my self worth far to much on what people think, I just seem to keep throwing my self backwards. I know I'm worth more but it doesn't sink in. :'( I don't know what's wrong! On the diet front it's hardcore til Christmas now!
 
So I'm shocked!! Lost 3lb this week :eek: soo happy with that :D sadly I'm sick so didn't stay for the meeting (I quite enjoy them) that's 2 I've had to miss! I'm overjoyed with 3lb off :D I used all my weeklys never done that before! Don't intend on doing that again! Now if only I can feel better for getting my nails done tomorrow! Xx
 
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