Emmy_J
Full Member
Day One - was painful ! all i wanted was toast haha, cried and stomped my feet, but no food even touched my mouth
Day Two - was even worse, i was in such a horrible state, i was grumpy, moody, such a cow ! but still no food touched my lips
Day Three - was getting a lot easier, i was still craving my toast and marmalade, but getting easier
Day Four - I FEEL ONTOP OF THE WORLD ! i keep saying to myself " i am a strong women, i will get through this diet, i will be thin, and i will keep it that way" still wanting my toast but am now coming to terms with it that i cannot have it, and i will of cheated myself out of a weeks worth of hard work ! but today, i helped my mum make my dads tea, and im not hungry or wanting the food, my mind is now saying " you DONT want that food", so im having such an amazing day
only thing is .. im freezing cold, and had the mad shakes today, was shaking like a leaf, i wasnt cold at this point and dont know what it was
now im wanting to bake & cook for my family, even though i cannot touch the food, i can make others happy by giving them food that ive prepared for them, i suppose everyone has something to keep them motivated, baking and cooking seems to be mine
its getting easier guys, thanks for the support
Emmy_J <3 xxxx
Day Two - was even worse, i was in such a horrible state, i was grumpy, moody, such a cow ! but still no food touched my lips
Day Three - was getting a lot easier, i was still craving my toast and marmalade, but getting easier
Day Four - I FEEL ONTOP OF THE WORLD ! i keep saying to myself " i am a strong women, i will get through this diet, i will be thin, and i will keep it that way" still wanting my toast but am now coming to terms with it that i cannot have it, and i will of cheated myself out of a weeks worth of hard work ! but today, i helped my mum make my dads tea, and im not hungry or wanting the food, my mind is now saying " you DONT want that food", so im having such an amazing day
only thing is .. im freezing cold, and had the mad shakes today, was shaking like a leaf, i wasnt cold at this point and dont know what it was
now im wanting to bake & cook for my family, even though i cannot touch the food, i can make others happy by giving them food that ive prepared for them, i suppose everyone has something to keep them motivated, baking and cooking seems to be mine
its getting easier guys, thanks for the support
Emmy_J <3 xxxx