Come on Bex! try and get out of this frame of mind and get the determination you had on day one!
Keep yourself busy!
Have a candlelit bath and really pamper yourself!
i knw your all right n im not giving in no way no how. think i will go pamper myself n have a lil word with myself get bk in the frame of mind. i knw i can do it dnt help being due n kiddies driving me mad lol. im sure i will feel much better in the morning.
thx guys xx