I know full well I'm the heaviest I have ever been and am preparing to give SW yet another go. I have to succeed this time, my weight is seriously keeping me stuck in a cycle of depression, low self-esteem and hopelessness that I can't break out of. I can't go on feeling like this.
Today was a depressing sign of how bad things have got. I'm at the stage were only 2 pairs of trousers fit me, black ones and jeans. My jeans split a few weeks ago and as much as I hate buying clothes for my fat body, this was necessary.
I found a pair of lovely dark blue wide legs. I'm a size 18 but decided to be realistic and try on the 20s. They were too tight!!!! :'( but I couldn't find anything else so had to buy them to slim into.
Slimming into size 20?! Wow these are bad times :'(
Today was a depressing sign of how bad things have got. I'm at the stage were only 2 pairs of trousers fit me, black ones and jeans. My jeans split a few weeks ago and as much as I hate buying clothes for my fat body, this was necessary.
I found a pair of lovely dark blue wide legs. I'm a size 18 but decided to be realistic and try on the 20s. They were too tight!!!! :'( but I couldn't find anything else so had to buy them to slim into.
Slimming into size 20?! Wow these are bad times :'(