nina
Silver Member
Today is day 9 doing CD ss+... the only way I have been able to make it these days is with SMALL amounts of protein when I feel dizzy or hungry...now I know I am in ketosis cuz I don't feel as hungry as I did the first few days...day four and five were rough...excruciatingly rough! I almost gave up...but I met a new friend on here who is encouraging me to finally breakthrough and achieve this goal...she reminds me a lot of myself...ten years ago...and we are exactly ten years apart!
My mom always says: two things we can't get back once theyre gone --> health and time. and now it's my time to get healthy! I watched ten years creep along and I did no real actions to attack the very thing that was suffocating me...I mean yes, I got out of bad marriages, but at what expense! 100 lbs later in sadness and misery, only to bring some baggage into my current marriage.
My current husband is wonderful and loves me for me ...he has always been supportive even at my lowest moments...for that he will be my best friend forever. My daughter and my husband deserve a happy mommy and happy wife: which got me thinking this new year 2012... What will make me happy. Simple answer: live your dreams as a thin and healthy version of you, the person you have always wanted to let shine...and so my journey began nine days ago...
I will try to use this diary to sort out my random thoughts along the way...
My mom always says: two things we can't get back once theyre gone --> health and time. and now it's my time to get healthy! I watched ten years creep along and I did no real actions to attack the very thing that was suffocating me...I mean yes, I got out of bad marriages, but at what expense! 100 lbs later in sadness and misery, only to bring some baggage into my current marriage.
My current husband is wonderful and loves me for me ...he has always been supportive even at my lowest moments...for that he will be my best friend forever. My daughter and my husband deserve a happy mommy and happy wife: which got me thinking this new year 2012... What will make me happy. Simple answer: live your dreams as a thin and healthy version of you, the person you have always wanted to let shine...and so my journey began nine days ago...
I will try to use this diary to sort out my random thoughts along the way...