laura4988
Full Member
So today I had a good old clean in my bedroom and sorted loads of clothes out for charity.
I found some beautiful stuff that I used to wear and some underwear that this time this year looked ok on me.
So I made the mistake of trying it on. I'm 1.5 stone heavier now than I was then!
I haven't felt comfortable in my body for years but it seems today was the first time iv actually looked at myself in the mirror and I was horrified by what I saw.
It even made me cry, lots and lots :-(
I don't understand how I got to this and how I let it happen n now I'm soooo mad at myself.
It's really knocked me for six and I don't even want to think about getting into bed with my oh tonight
I found some beautiful stuff that I used to wear and some underwear that this time this year looked ok on me.
So I made the mistake of trying it on. I'm 1.5 stone heavier now than I was then!
I haven't felt comfortable in my body for years but it seems today was the first time iv actually looked at myself in the mirror and I was horrified by what I saw.
It even made me cry, lots and lots :-(
I don't understand how I got to this and how I let it happen n now I'm soooo mad at myself.
It's really knocked me for six and I don't even want to think about getting into bed with my oh tonight