Bellybee
Silver Member
These last 2 weeks I have not been doing the plan properly. I keep going into really well and then buggering it up.
I have probably had about 50 syns today already. I really dont know why i keep sabotaging myself. I need to do a full week long menu plan (not easy as I am such a fussy eater).
On friday I was really upset as well as I was walking to work and some guys shouted out there car window at me. They shouted Fatty and i just felt awful wanted to cry and it ruined my whole day.
Instead of it motivating me to lose more though I just feel like what is the point.
The only good thing I have at the moment is I havent had any gains yet and I have been doing my EA active pretty religiously so I think that is helping me lose weight even when being naughty.
Argh I need a good shaking.
I have probably had about 50 syns today already. I really dont know why i keep sabotaging myself. I need to do a full week long menu plan (not easy as I am such a fussy eater).
On friday I was really upset as well as I was walking to work and some guys shouted out there car window at me. They shouted Fatty and i just felt awful wanted to cry and it ruined my whole day.
Instead of it motivating me to lose more though I just feel like what is the point.
The only good thing I have at the moment is I havent had any gains yet and I have been doing my EA active pretty religiously so I think that is helping me lose weight even when being naughty.
Argh I need a good shaking.