indiebabe
Full Member
Hi all
Just need a bit of an offload really as feeling very sorry for myself. I'd maintained my weight pretty well, I never hit goal but settled at 10st and was in a comfortable size 10 - 12, I really felt fine.
Then in June I was diagnosed with coeliac disease and I was devastated. Although I know that by changing my diet I will feel much better and be healthier I was devastated about the idea of a 'forever' change and never being able to just enjoy the foods I love again or eat out without it being complicated. I've put about a stone and a bit on and been feeling really fed up...
Then last week my boyfriend of four years told me he doesn't want to marry me or start a family with me, & we've split up. we have just moved into our dream home (rented thankfully) but my world has just crumbled. I had a few days of not eating but now am constantly hungry and yet I look in the mirror & am genuinely disgusted by what I see.
I feel so sad and fed up, so scared about my future (I think I'll have to move back to my parents an hour away from where my work and friends are and commute) and I feel so fat and unattractive that I just don't know what to do with myself really!
I'm not expecting any particular answers...I guess I just needed an offload and have always found this forum such a great source of support that it felt right to utilise it now.
Claire x
Just need a bit of an offload really as feeling very sorry for myself. I'd maintained my weight pretty well, I never hit goal but settled at 10st and was in a comfortable size 10 - 12, I really felt fine.
Then in June I was diagnosed with coeliac disease and I was devastated. Although I know that by changing my diet I will feel much better and be healthier I was devastated about the idea of a 'forever' change and never being able to just enjoy the foods I love again or eat out without it being complicated. I've put about a stone and a bit on and been feeling really fed up...
Then last week my boyfriend of four years told me he doesn't want to marry me or start a family with me, & we've split up. we have just moved into our dream home (rented thankfully) but my world has just crumbled. I had a few days of not eating but now am constantly hungry and yet I look in the mirror & am genuinely disgusted by what I see.
I feel so sad and fed up, so scared about my future (I think I'll have to move back to my parents an hour away from where my work and friends are and commute) and I feel so fat and unattractive that I just don't know what to do with myself really!
I'm not expecting any particular answers...I guess I just needed an offload and have always found this forum such a great source of support that it felt right to utilise it now.
Claire x