hi i have stopped and started and said goodbye to my CDC quite a few times to start another diet, and now i want to go back to her, but then again, i keep on thinking that maybe i need a fresh start.... but what if i ' jump out of the frying pan into the fire' and get a CDC who i do not get along with. I really liked my old CDC, but had too many restarts and feel a little shy, embarassed and silly to grovel back to her. what would you do?