Alia
Silver Member
I had a letter from the hospital this morning, got all excited thinking it would be for my first scan but nope it was n't.
It was an appointment to see my bariatric surgeon who I've not seen since 3 months after my op - because things did nt go according to plan I was too embarrassed to go back to him so I just did nt go to any appointments and then got a letter saying I had been removed from his patient list and I was really quite relieved. That was over a year ago so I was really suprised to get this letter this morning.
I dont know what to do - I guess I should go because with my pregnancy I need some advice and maybe a bit of monitoring but I'm ashamed to go weightwise.
I'm probably about a stone lighter now than the last time I saw him because I gained back all the weight I lost and have been working since March to lose it and I know I'm going to be in for a hard time from him and feeling as crap as I do I'm not sure I can handle it. I've never been good at facing the music so to speak and I'm doing so well on SW I don't want to be put on a downer - of course he won't see it as well because to him on the scales there won't be much change but of course he doe sn't know how much weight went back on.
Decisions Decisions, don't know what to do ladies, any advice?
It was an appointment to see my bariatric surgeon who I've not seen since 3 months after my op - because things did nt go according to plan I was too embarrassed to go back to him so I just did nt go to any appointments and then got a letter saying I had been removed from his patient list and I was really quite relieved. That was over a year ago so I was really suprised to get this letter this morning.
I dont know what to do - I guess I should go because with my pregnancy I need some advice and maybe a bit of monitoring but I'm ashamed to go weightwise.
I'm probably about a stone lighter now than the last time I saw him because I gained back all the weight I lost and have been working since March to lose it and I know I'm going to be in for a hard time from him and feeling as crap as I do I'm not sure I can handle it. I've never been good at facing the music so to speak and I'm doing so well on SW I don't want to be put on a downer - of course he won't see it as well because to him on the scales there won't be much change but of course he doe sn't know how much weight went back on.
Decisions Decisions, don't know what to do ladies, any advice?