tishtash
Getting closer everyday
I'm so sorry if i bring anybody down, as i normally come to minimins to cheer myself up as everybody's success stories warm my heart and i'm normally so upbeat and cheery and motivated but i just feel like crap today!
Really don't know why! I've had a great day considering i was so poorly yesterday, i do still feel a little icky today but not enough to stop me doing anything! I went and got weighed today and lost 4lbs! great hey...so why am i not that pleased with it? if this was anybody else, i'd be saying WOW thats great its a really good loss but i just don't feel like that about it myself. I also think its because i'm probably now only about 4-6 weeks left before i'm at goal and in the grand scheme of things, its so close but yet it feels so far away!
I'm bored of not havin a social life, all friends are going on nites out or out for meals and there's not much point in me going. Don't worry i'm not even thinking about cheating! its not something that ever crosses my mind. i'm an all or nothing kind of girl and very determined, i just feel down today, but i really shouldn't as i've got so much to be proud of!
Sorry for moaning xxx
Really don't know why! I've had a great day considering i was so poorly yesterday, i do still feel a little icky today but not enough to stop me doing anything! I went and got weighed today and lost 4lbs! great hey...so why am i not that pleased with it? if this was anybody else, i'd be saying WOW thats great its a really good loss but i just don't feel like that about it myself. I also think its because i'm probably now only about 4-6 weeks left before i'm at goal and in the grand scheme of things, its so close but yet it feels so far away!
I'm bored of not havin a social life, all friends are going on nites out or out for meals and there's not much point in me going. Don't worry i'm not even thinking about cheating! its not something that ever crosses my mind. i'm an all or nothing kind of girl and very determined, i just feel down today, but i really shouldn't as i've got so much to be proud of!
Sorry for moaning xxx