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This question may have an obvious answer but I want to get other people's opinions. I ideally need a full-time job to be able to pay bills and mortgage. Around a month ago, I quit my part-time job as it was giving me mini-panic attacks each morning, although I keep thinking "what if they go after some time. See, I get these when Im nervous about new experiences." I got these panic attacks because I had previously been unemployed for 16 months after being made redundant. Anyway, like I said, I quit about a month ago coz of the panic attacks but I really liked the job, just the manager was getting on my back every day because the things I was doing wasnt done her way (even though the result was the same.) Anyway, I am finding it next to impossible to find another job and I am drowning in debt and bills that I now cannot pay, with the threat of eviction in the not too-distant future as we cant pay the mortgage. I have been having lots of thoughts lately about e-mailing my former employers and asking for my job back, but I dont know if I should or not. In one way Im thinking, well if they say 'no' Im no worse off than I am now so Im not really losing anything. But then I think, maybe I shouldnt because if my panic attacks start again I will be back in the same old boat (although I will then have a wage and should be able to pay the mortgage. I am confused about all this and dont know what to do. I want to hear your opinions.
This question may have an obvious answer but I want to get other people's opinions. I ideally need a full-time job to be able to pay bills and mortgage. Around a month ago, I quit my part-time job as it was giving me mini-panic attacks each morning, although I keep thinking "what if they go after some time. See, I get these when Im nervous about new experiences." I got these panic attacks because I had previously been unemployed for 16 months after being made redundant. Anyway, like I said, I quit about a month ago coz of the panic attacks but I really liked the job, just the manager was getting on my back every day because the things I was doing wasnt done her way (even though the result was the same.) Anyway, I am finding it next to impossible to find another job and I am drowning in debt and bills that I now cannot pay, with the threat of eviction in the not too-distant future as we cant pay the mortgage. I have been having lots of thoughts lately about e-mailing my former employers and asking for my job back, but I dont know if I should or not. In one way Im thinking, well if they say 'no' Im no worse off than I am now so Im not really losing anything. But then I think, maybe I shouldnt because if my panic attacks start again I will be back in the same old boat (although I will then have a wage and should be able to pay the mortgage. I am confused about all this and dont know what to do. I want to hear your opinions.
