I am so proud of my self and my willpower. I never in a million years thought that I would be able to do this, yet here I am 11 days in with not so much as a lick of a finger. In truth, I actually feel quite emotional tonight, I have never been able to do anything for myself, so my pride really is immense at this. I so badly want to find 'me' inside this wobbling mass of skin. Losing the weight will open up my life in so many ways and I can't wait to be proudly posting that I can wear a size 14 again...it's been 8 long years since that last happened.