Hey all.
Thank you for all your messages, he is home now, but sneaked back out with his girlfriend. grr! Hopfully he will be home soon and we will get to talk.
On the other hand lil bro is making progress with therapy (he has issues with loss and anger) .. so thats nice. Im glad i made the effort to keep the appointment for him. & i think the day out really helped them all. as they al keep saying how much fun it was.
im back at coll for my first day of level3 tomo, im knackered but will be nice to see old friends who i trained with.. but of a distraction and time to myself.
My older brother has come over, he's a mental health nurse so has been over seeing the hospitals ways of dealing with it all to make sure he's getting all the help poss, yet all thats happening is another evaluation in 3 weeks! i just hope he sees the point in living now.
I think im okay. Wi tomorrow. Iv been as good as i can given the situation, and drank redonculous amounts of water, so fingers crossed.
anyways.. again thank you all..
Its so nice to know i have you all. It really is.
((hugs)) xxxx
