Exit Fatty!

Today I will mostly be eating:

B - Mulllerlight greek yoghurt with apple.
L - Homemade soup, yoghurt(?)
S - Mugshot noodles + apple
D - dressmaking tonight so dinner at 9:30. Took a container of veggie chilli out of the freezer last night, but regretting this. Want some sort of omelette/beans/mushroom/toast combo. Do you think the veggie chilli will keep until tomorrow?

x
 
Had planned to go for a walk/jog this lunchtime, but forgot my socks.. well.. forgot one of my socks. Have tried to go without before, and resulted in horrid blisters. So no jog today :( Still not doing as well with the exercise as I'd like. Still, zumba tomorrow. Will jog on Thursday night and try for Saturday morning after my driving, and before I head down the road for friend's birthday!

I added a couple of recent(ish) pictures to my gallery.. trouble is I've been avoiding pictures for a while, so there aren't many to choose from. I've taken a couple on my iphone so will get them up too. I've been very inspired by all the before and after and progress pics on here, so hope doing my own will help me realise my progress. I think like most folk, I don't appreciate that I look OK when I'm slimmer, until I put on tons of weight and look back and wish I looked like a did before. Why do we always stress about being fat, even when we're fine, or maybe only a little bit over-weight? Why are we so hard on ourselves?? I'm hoping if I chart my progress with images it'll keep me motivated, and force me to believe the results...
 
Zumba at lunchtime today - worked hard and it felt good. Why is it sometimes exercise feels good, sometimes it feels awful??

Breakfast - Mullerlight and an apple.
Lunch - Lentil and veg soup and CoU yoghurt. Coffee and an apple.
Dinner - going to make seafood pasta dish from free ingrediants + a salad.
Snack - Aplen light bars or 2 slices of 400g wholemeal loaf toasted with lurpack lightest (guessing about 1 syn).

I've really not been counting syns - not sure if I'll get away with that.. weekends have been so off-plan that I've been trying to stick to free and superfree mid-week (with one or two syns daily for low fat butter etc). I know this might not work long term - got away with it last week, but not so sure about this week. If I have to track and count religiously then I will, but if I can get away with following the plan a little more loosely, then I will! We'll see.

Also not been 'counting' HEA as I tend to just count that from the splash of milk I have in coffee and tea.

Exercise-wise I'm hoping for a jog tomorrow evening, and either Friday or Saturday.
 
Hiya Spek

Good to see you are getting positive results already. I take it you are doing lots of Extra Easy days so go for lots of superfree

Do try and count syns- some people say 105 for the week and just count down

I am big on socialising and having a drink with friends but I have worked out I can't do it more than once a week- and I need to try and make good choices foodwise
 
Thanks rockchick, all extra easy so far. I think I'll try some green and red days as time goes on.. but like extra easy for now.

Thanks for the tips. I like the idea of counting down the syns, might be easier that way. I'm not using many syns mid-week at the moment, more at weekends, but I'll aim for a better balance.

I've got a fairly steady social life, but the last few weeks have been exceptionally busy. Sods law that happens as soon as I start trying to lose weight!
 
Alas, I have my answer. Need to start counting my syns and behaving myself at weekends.. didn't lost this week. Put 1lb on! Serves me right, probably the kick up the archie I needed.

Will take Rockchick72's advice and count down. Think I'll aim for 70 syns p/w, with the extra 35 as a security.

Back to the grindstone:

B - Mullerlight greek fat free coconut yoghurt + banana
L - superfree salad + Feta (HEA) + fat free vinigarette dressing.
D - veggie chilli + basmati rice with a superfree tomato and red onion salsa. All drizzled with a wee bit of fat free yoghurt.
S - Another yoghurt, grapes and either 2 Alpen light bars with my cup of tea or two slices HEB 400g brown loaf.

Exercise - Zumba after work tonight. Hopefully we'll get in - the class gets so busy they shut the doors early sometimes!
No booze - driving lesson tomorrow AM.
 
Been a fairly virtuous weekend! Friday might dinner was free veg chilli boiled rice, fat free natural yoghurt and free salsa. Then 2 Alpen light bars. No wine! Saturday was eggs, beans toms and mushrooms with 1 400g slice whole meal toast. Lurpak lightest (1syn). Then chicken with black bean (5syns?) boiled rice. One small lemon cupcake for friends birthday (not sure on syns?) . Today was small sushi pack, apple, 2 seafood sticks, mullet light fat free greek yoghurt, chicken dinner with boiled potatos, carrots, green beans and corn on the cob (gravy from granules - will check syns). Now for cup of tea and some sort of snack!
 
Bleeugh. Wednesday PM full of meetings, and so not in the mood. Work's a nightmare at the mo..

Anyway:

B - Mullerlight fat free greek style yogh and coffee with splash milk. Meant to have an apple too, but ran out of time.
L - Potato, tuna, toms, red onion, iceburg lettuce salad with fat free vinigarette. Apple.
D - will be veggie chilli. I'm eating a lot of that at the moment as I love it. It's easy to make and I free a few portions for throughout the next couple of weeks. Tomato, red onion and coriander salsa and a drizzle of fat free yoghurt on top.

Snacks - TBC - either 2 alpen light bars or wholemeal toast (HEBs). Possibly a banana and or yoghurt depending on hunger levels.

Exercise - planning a C25K jog tonight (although dreading it..).

Have the proper Monday blues!
 
OK! So had my veggie chilli and a jog last night. Plus two Alpen light bars with a cup of tea.

Today:

B - mullerlight yoghurt, mango, coffee.
L - Butternut squash soup + leftover veg chilli with salad (prob have that later ahead of sewing class tonight.
D - poached eggs on wholemeal 400g toast with beans, mushrooms and toms.

Snacks - seafood sticks/yoghurt depending on how hungry I am!

Last sewing class tonight, which is rubbish as I've really been enjoying it!
 
Love this diary - it's me to a T!

Not doing SW but very tempted by all the lovely food you're having - may switch onto that after my 8 weeks of celeb slim.

Good luck with it :)
 
Och thanks Hider - it's good to know there are kindred spirits out there! Good luck with your weight loss quest. We've got really similar starting points, and goals too.

I really like slimming world, as you don't have to weight pasta/rice/potatos/lean meat, so it feels less like a diet and more like a reasonable way of eating. And it really seems to work if you stick to it (my problem being that I don't do so very well at weekends...)
 
Weighed myself this morning and I'm bang on 14stone, which is about 1-2 lbs lighter than last week, and under 200lbs, so I'm pretty happy. I'd have liked a few more lbs as I feel I've tried really hard this week - stayed on plan, zumba class and 2 jogs - but never mind. My mum always did say that I should get to a weight I'm happy at before I turn thirty, as it gets so much harder in your thirties. Did I listen to her? Not really. Should I have? Really.

It's funny though, as I feel as though I've lost a little more than that - feel as though my posture is improving to, which I reckon is the exercise?

So I've come up with a couple of tactics to see if they make a difference: drink less diet coke (I know, I know, the stuff of the Devil) drink more water. Also, try to incorporate HEs as part of my meals, rather than extras. Often been having two Alpen light bars for my evening snack with tea, but maybe I'd do better having the HE as wholemeal toast as part of my meals and having a fat free yoghurt if I'm hungry at night. Also going to freeze some grapes - have done this previously and they make a nice cheeky snack - good for summer months too.

So busy in work yesterday, I didn't have time to post, so I'll try to remember now, what I had yesterday:

B - Activia fat free yoghurt with grapes and coffee.
L - Left over mushroom, pea and tarragon risotto with a superfree salad and fat free dressing.
D - 3 egg omlette with mushrooms, ham and grilled tomatos + 2 x small wholemeal toast

Snack - Mullerlight greek fat free yoghurt - vanilla and coconut - bloomin gorgeous!

Cup of tea.

Plan for today/weekend... not looking very hopefull..

B - Yoghurt/grapes
L - Small packet of chicken breast pieces with superfree salad
D - Going to greek restaurant with my sister... there will be wine. And probably lots of it. Food-wise I'll be having a greek salad starter (syns for the sauce - who knows?) Then I'll probably have kleftiko (slow roast rack of lamb, hoping it's not cooked in any fat - doesn't taste as though it is). They serve with either rice or potatos, I'll probably go for rice.

Will not have a dessert, and will have a coffee option without cream (but maybe with a shot of brandy).

Saturday is another night out with my pal, involving dinner and booze. Just hoping I can do enough next week, even just to not gain weight.

Dressmaking class it now over (Booooo hiss) so I can include another night's exercise. Contemplating a box-fit class or another jog. Not sure yet. Or maybe just a night when I walk home (will check the distance. Would guess at about 5 miles - which probably makes it about 2...).

I can't wait to get to even 13 stones 7lbs, as that would be the lightest I've been in probably 2 years. It literally does seem so close, yet so far away..
 
Och thanks Hider - it's good to know there are kindred spirits out there! Good luck with your weight loss quest. We've got really similar starting points, and goals too.

I really like slimming world, as you don't have to weight pasta/rice/potatos/lean meat, so it feels less like a diet and more like a reasonable way of eating. And it really seems to work if you stick to it (my problem being that I don't do so very well at weekends...)

Know what you mean about the weekends - I'm really good all week and then put everything back on over the weekend! This one going to be especially difficult as having people to stay and have cupboards stuck with all sorts of yummies. Went to the gym this morning in anticpation though and planning on going on sunday as well so hopefully if I do break it any damage wont be too bad!

Congrats on your weight loss btw :)
 
Oh dear..Enter Fatty. 1 stone 7 lbs heavier. After a 5-month hiatus (pie-fest) that's pretty ridiculous and I'm by far the heaviest I've been. I'd kill to be 14 stone right now. I've really reached the limits of discomfort and unhappiness with my weight. I'm actively avoiding social situations and am mortally embarassed every time I meet someone I've not seen in a while. So very disappointed with myself..

So back on plan with a bit more humility this time. Have joined Slimming World online again and am awaiting arrival of new scales that I'll keep in my office. Myself and a friend that I work with are going to diet together and have a weekly weigh in in my office. We'll chart our weightloss in a wee book to keep us motivated. I'm also going to try to keep a picture log of every 7lb lost to remind myself the difference a half stone can make.

Haven't weighed officially yet as my scales at home are rubbish, but I'm around the 15st 7lbs mark. Have started the plan today but will start recording weight when the scales arrive (c'mon amazon).

Breakfast - Activia fat free, coffee and grapes
Lunch will be - pasta salad with tuna, chopped tomatos, red onion, celery and sweet corn, hellmans far free vinigarette.
Dinner will be - veggie curry with rice.

Healthy A - milk for coffees + 2 laughing cow extra light

Healthy B - 2 small wholemeal toast or 2 alpen light bars

Snacks - Apple + fat free yoghurt

I'm going to be realistic about exercise in the first instance - walking home and kettlebells at home. When I'm feeling a bit more comfortable maybe C25K and zumba.

My friend's getting married in January and I don't think I can cope with another social occassion of feeling awful about myself so hopefully I can banish a couple of stone by then. Fingers Xd.
 
Day 1 under my belt and stuck to plan pretty much. Also had a mugshot 1% fat in the afternoon as I felt really hungry and some oven roasted sweet potato. Just realised I didn't have any syns. How important are syns - are they optional? Will need to check my books.

Today's plan:

Breakfast: Activia fat free yoghurt and some grapes.
Lunch: Mushroom soup from uni refectory. I'm guessing there was some oil in there so will count 2 syns.
Dinner: I'm thinking quorn chicken bits stir fry with boiled rice and lots of veggies. Sauce will either be black bean packet sauce (will count the syns) or soya sauce mixed with sweet chilli sauce (will check the syns!).

Then maybe small wholemeal toast with tomato and laughing cow extra light.

Additional snack options = nectarine and apple, fat free yoghurt.
 
New electronic scales arrived on Friday and weighed myself at 15 stone 6.8 lbs. Weighed myself this morning at 15 stone 2. Friday weigh was mid-day so probs not very reliable. Think I'll weigh again on Wed AM and make Wed my regular weekly weigh in. That'll give me a couple of days to get over the weekend :)
 
Ah sorry to hear you fell off the wagon. I also did! Luckily I only put a few pounds back on (now 204) but constantly fluctuating between that, 206, 200, 202 due to my rubbishness at sticking to this.

How is slimming world any different? Be really interested to know as at the moment im just trying to eat healthily and exercise meaning a big fall of the wagon hopefully wont cause any nonsense (I hope).

Sounds like you are really determined this time though - lots and lots of luck x
 
Hello Hider :) Sorry I haven't replied - not been on minimins for ages. Despite my resolve the online Slimming World thing wasn't working so well for me so I rejoined a Slimming World class last week. Weighed in last night and am unhappy to report that I only lost 1.5lbs! At least it's a loss, I know, and I don't deserve any more than that as that included a day of beer drinking at a beer festival, and also a chinese meal, but I would have liked more. So I'm floating around the 15stone mark, feeling like a big beached whale. But an optimistic whale, and a determined whale.

If you're eating healthily then I suppose Slimming World isn't all that different, because it really does just promote low fat and healthy eating. I just like it for that reason - it resembles a healthy way of eating that doesn't feel too harsh. I do the extra easy plan and you don't have to weigh the healthy stuff. You get to eat eggs, meat without visible fat, chicken, fish, pasta, rice, legumes and most important fruit and veg in unlimited quantities. The only restrictions are that you fill one third of your dinner plate with super free food (non-starchy veg and fruit) and you eat until full (whudda thunk?). You also get to eat one item from two healthy extras lists (a list - calcium foods so milk, cheese etc and b - fibre foods so cereal, brown bread, soup, olive oil etc. And on top of that you can eat around 10 syns - which account for all foods that aren't free - and alcohol of course!

I've just spent to many years either actively losing or (more often) actively gaining weight, that I just can't be left to my own devices and eat like a normal healthy person. So for that reason I need something to stick to, and I've decided SW is it.

How are you getting on now? Sounds like you're well on your way.. it can be such a struggle, can't it?
 
Had my second weigh in last night, and am delighted to have lost 4.5 lbs!!! I only lost 1.5 lbs on my first week, which was pretty disappointing. So last night's WI makes up for it!

Leader was asking me what I'd done differently, and at the time I couldn't think of anything. But when I thought about it afterwards I reckoned it might be down to 2 things:

I made SW scan bran ginger cake, and had a few slices of that.
I made up big melon based mixed fruit salads to have on a few mornings - rather than my usual just eating an apple or some grapes.

Maybe these are the things that made a difference so I'll try to do the same this week. I still struggle to get my head around how much I can actually eat on Slimming World. I feel myself starting to doubt it and putting the breaks on my eating. So I will try to keep the faith that I can eat and still lose weight.

The ginger cake was brilliant (or I was so desperate for something cake-ish, that I convinced myself it was brilliant)

5 scan bran softened with hot water, drained and mashed.
2 eggs beaten
Teaspoon ginger powder
Teaspoon all spice powder
Teaspoon cinnamon powder
28 grams stem ginger chopper
2 large carrots grated finely
Low calorie sweetener - 4-5 teaspoons

Basically mix it all up, stick it in a silicone tin loaf and micro for 15 minutes or so. Tastier once cooled. Only lasted 2-3 days but I didn't refrigerate which I will next time.


Genius recipe if you ask me - credit to: http://atherstoneslimmingworld.co.uk/resources/17+Scan+Bran+Recipies.pdf

Lots of other options on there I'd like to try, particularly the cheese cake!

I also gave myself a bit of a talking to after the disappointment of the first week. During that week I'd been to a beer festival and drank quite a few (10 or so?) half pints of beer, and had a chicken curry (most slimming world friendly food choice - alternatives were all pie-related! So in reality I was lucky to lose weight.

So I came round to thinking that actually, if I can lose small amounts of weight each week but still do the things I like to do, then maybe that's for the best. Maybe then I'll accept that this has to be a new way of life, and not just a fly by night faddy diet thing, where I drop lots of weight then hammer it all back on again. I don't want to do that! Plus I've much more weight to lose than ever before, so it's going to take a while, and therefore has to be something I can stick to.

There are other things that I know I could, nay should, be doing differently:

Water. I should be drinking more water. And less diet coke.
Exercise. Goeswithoutsayin..
Veggies. Eat more. I already eat a lot, and I love them, but I want to eat more.
Herbal tea. Peppermint and also Fennel. Both good for the digestion I believe.
Supplements. Remember to take them. A good strong multi-vit and also a strong green tea, because I just don't like to drink the stuff.
Go easy on the eggs. I know they're free on SW, I love them, and they're so easy to cook, but I also think I may eat too many. Advice seems to be mixed on eating eggs. There doesn't seem to be the same level of concern as there once was, but there's obviously a link with cholesterol.

These should all be beneficial for weight loss as well as health. I just got the all clear following a wee health scare, and I'm resolved (once more) to losing weight, getting fitter and healthier. Must stop taking health for granted.




So I'm now at 14st 11. Oh how I dream of being 10 St 7. In previous weight loss attempts, I've set my goal at 11 st, or 11st 7lbs, as it seemed more 'realistic' and achievable. I've decided to be honest with myself and admit that's not what I want. I want 10 stone 7lbs. Which is slim for my build but still at the top end of my healthy weight range. There's no point in going for this full throttle but not achieving what I really want. Got a way to go then :).

So I need mini-goals. What I'd love is to be 14 st by 1st December, for my friends hen night. I'd also dearly like to be 13st 7 by her wedding in January (18th I think.. or 11th - gah, not sure). But given that's just at the other end of Christmas, I'm not sure it's a realistic goal. So I'd plump for 14 stone. Literally - plump. I have three or four dresses in my wardrobe, that I could wear depending on how much I've lost by then. One I could wear right now, so that's comforting. I don't have a stand out favourite so I'll just see how it goes. I'm trying hard not to give in to the temptation of buying something new, as I don't plan on it fitting for much longer. Bring on the size 14s!

I also want to run a 10k next summer. So will start with C25K again, then move on to C210K. Don't care how long it takes me, I want to run a 10k.

Have decided this is it, even if it means it taking a year or longer, this is the one that will work and stick! I hope..
 
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