ok everyone, over the past two months I have had the cravings like everyone but over the last week I have cracked, I ate monday evening and skipped two shakes and yesterday and skipped one shake but here's the thing....
I wasnt hungry or craving food, I am soooo bored and fed up. My boyfriend and I are staying in all the time, my friends are very supportive but havent done anything with me like shopping etc because they dont want to eat in front of me. The weather was lovely out and I just wanted to be normal and sit outside with friends for a drink or something to eat.
before I started I had planned to stop this weekend ( weekend planned) but half way through I decided just to take this week off and go back for another 4 weeks after this.
I am starting to lose hope, I feel like I did this weekend to remind me food isnt all its cracked up to be and spur me back on but after the last 2 days I cant help but think that is least likely.
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I wasnt hungry or craving food, I am soooo bored and fed up. My boyfriend and I are staying in all the time, my friends are very supportive but havent done anything with me like shopping etc because they dont want to eat in front of me. The weather was lovely out and I just wanted to be normal and sit outside with friends for a drink or something to eat.
before I started I had planned to stop this weekend ( weekend planned) but half way through I decided just to take this week off and go back for another 4 weeks after this.
I am starting to lose hope, I feel like I did this weekend to remind me food isnt all its cracked up to be and spur me back on but after the last 2 days I cant help but think that is least likely.
:break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet::break_diet: