Hey hun,
You can do this. Rememer that this Is your diary to write down everything.. even if they are not so positive... express what is going on and allow others to help you and support you...
Tfr diets are tough, and I've not met anyone who is not tempted and done the worst... I've read many diaries and met many people who don't do so well, but they pick themselves up, dust themselves off and say I will respect my body and I will do this..
I know you have this in you.. and I know you can do it!