Spanglyrainbow
Full Member
So much for setting myself that 7 day ss challenge...
I can't stop eating... I hate myself for it. I have things to aim for... friends coming over that I haven't seen for ages, not to mention my big move in December...
I know what I want...but I feel so bad when on SS that it all goes down hill. I have such bad mood swings and get really bad headaches even though I am drinking around 6 litres of water a day. Not to mention the constipation makes me feel disgusting and fat... My CDC wants me to do AAM all the time now as it's the only time I wasn't constipated...
Right now I am finding the whole thing a joke and don't know what to do. I thought I had the will power, but I guess I thought wrong...
I feel so lost and can't stop crying...
:cry:
I can't stop eating... I hate myself for it. I have things to aim for... friends coming over that I haven't seen for ages, not to mention my big move in December...
I know what I want...but I feel so bad when on SS that it all goes down hill. I have such bad mood swings and get really bad headaches even though I am drinking around 6 litres of water a day. Not to mention the constipation makes me feel disgusting and fat... My CDC wants me to do AAM all the time now as it's the only time I wasn't constipated...
Right now I am finding the whole thing a joke and don't know what to do. I thought I had the will power, but I guess I thought wrong...
I feel so lost and can't stop crying...
:cry: