Im annoyed i didnt budget for my LT and stressed out cos apart from generally giving up.. the last time i did LT the money element did come into it.
My pharmasist probably thinks im a freak as i did it for 2 weeks last time then didnt come back for 6 then this time 1 week and now i wont be going back next week either. After a long discusion with everyone i know practically, i decided i could not possibly afford the shakes this week. Its 45 pound here in belfast and although that doesnt sound much it kinda is to me as im poor! I have decided to follow the refeed thingy with the few shakes i have for a week until i have the money to keep it up.. and i realise i have to save in order to afford to stay on LT for the future and i really intend to.
Im very annoyed as I really didnt want to give up and its in no way that I want to eat something.. i just have no other option and thats wats bothering me.
So thas why am sad and just thought i'd share that
My pharmasist probably thinks im a freak as i did it for 2 weeks last time then didnt come back for 6 then this time 1 week and now i wont be going back next week either. After a long discusion with everyone i know practically, i decided i could not possibly afford the shakes this week. Its 45 pound here in belfast and although that doesnt sound much it kinda is to me as im poor! I have decided to follow the refeed thingy with the few shakes i have for a week until i have the money to keep it up.. and i realise i have to save in order to afford to stay on LT for the future and i really intend to.
Im very annoyed as I really didnt want to give up and its in no way that I want to eat something.. i just have no other option and thats wats bothering me.
So thas why am sad and just thought i'd share that