lalliali
xPink Princess!x
hi guys
just thought i'd have a little rant. all my life i've been told im a pretty girl but need to lose a "couple of pounds" I'm 5ft 8 and used to be around 13 stones hardly fat but over the years its piled on. I want to do the CD and have had many restarts but i seem to get no support at home. I'm home from uni for the holidays and everyone seems to pick on me and make snide comments.
We went to my nans for dinner last night and my aunt turned around and said infront of everyone gosh havent you gone fat. i mean wtf she sees me everyday!?! so why say it infront of everyone! my mum just doesnt get it. i been having problems with my periods they been absent for 5 months and now suddenly its TOTM for 3 weeks almost! arghh! i just feel so hurt and angry that if im sitting there and drinking my shakes ppl laugh and snigger. If i choose to sit in another room to stop getting tempted im anti social!:sigh:
My bf is lovely! he supports me through it all its just a shame my family dont feel the same way. I get told im going to need a tent for my wedding or a hubby who is larger than me. Im sick and tired of the comments i just need to be able to do this once and for all! I want to bring the old me back because this has really altered my confidence. It didnt matter what size i was i always knew how to be happy and cheerful and now im not.
any advice ladies on how i should just ignore it all and get on with it?
P.S sorry for the super long rant!
just thought i'd have a little rant. all my life i've been told im a pretty girl but need to lose a "couple of pounds" I'm 5ft 8 and used to be around 13 stones hardly fat but over the years its piled on. I want to do the CD and have had many restarts but i seem to get no support at home. I'm home from uni for the holidays and everyone seems to pick on me and make snide comments.
We went to my nans for dinner last night and my aunt turned around and said infront of everyone gosh havent you gone fat. i mean wtf she sees me everyday!?! so why say it infront of everyone! my mum just doesnt get it. i been having problems with my periods they been absent for 5 months and now suddenly its TOTM for 3 weeks almost! arghh! i just feel so hurt and angry that if im sitting there and drinking my shakes ppl laugh and snigger. If i choose to sit in another room to stop getting tempted im anti social!:sigh:
My bf is lovely! he supports me through it all its just a shame my family dont feel the same way. I get told im going to need a tent for my wedding or a hubby who is larger than me. Im sick and tired of the comments i just need to be able to do this once and for all! I want to bring the old me back because this has really altered my confidence. It didnt matter what size i was i always knew how to be happy and cheerful and now im not.
any advice ladies on how i should just ignore it all and get on with it?
P.S sorry for the super long rant!