LalaBug
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Completely gone off the rails points wise (ok, slight exaggeration - had a large bowl of mueslie when I got home and several mouthfuls of my son's toast & dinner which he wouldn't touch). And haven't added the points to my tracker. Meant to be wii fitting as we speak but can barely get enough impetus together to put my socks on, let alone do a full work out. The kids have been ill this week. Although by all accounts they've been fine at the childminders and my mother in laws today while I've been at work but as soon as they got back all my son (who is two and a half) did was moan and whinge. Feels like this is all he has done for days. I know he's ill but I feel like I'm not sure how much more of this I can cope with. I feel like I've lost my happy funny little chap. He wakes us up at 4/5am every day and we struggle to get him to go back to bed for half an hour or so just so we can get a bit more sleep (this is in addition to the baby waking for a feed at some point in the night - and last night it was every couple of hours as she has a cough). I don't feel like there is an end in sight. All this has had the effect on my tracking of points that I feel really on the edge of not giving a sh** whether I track or not or whether I gain or stay the same. But I know if I don't lose I'll still be gutted and feel like I've let myself down.
Also, started new job today. The morning was fine. Was in a meeting that was related to the new job and it was very interesting. But my new boss wasn't there and so spent the rest of the afternoon not doing much. After handing over a few things I didn't have much to do. And boredom is never good for my brain. Not when you're sat at a desk feeling like you have to pretend to be busy or the people around you might think that you are lazy!!!
Anyway, sorry for moaning. I feel a bit better for getting that out of my system.
Whatever happens at weigh in on Tuesday I'm going to get back on the horse and get back into it.
Also, started new job today. The morning was fine. Was in a meeting that was related to the new job and it was very interesting. But my new boss wasn't there and so spent the rest of the afternoon not doing much. After handing over a few things I didn't have much to do. And boredom is never good for my brain. Not when you're sat at a desk feeling like you have to pretend to be busy or the people around you might think that you are lazy!!!
Anyway, sorry for moaning. I feel a bit better for getting that out of my system.
Whatever happens at weigh in on Tuesday I'm going to get back on the horse and get back into it.