Blonde Logic
Yes. You can.
Hi peeps
I found for the first time since beginning this back in January, that I struggled this weekend with boredom, and longing for food.
I don't know why. I have been abstaining 26 or 27 weeks, and never had a moment like this.
I think, and couldbe wrong, but now enough weight has shifted (nearly 7 stone) that everything I do is easier. Moving, agility, pain, clothes fit, etc. Plus the compliments are pouring in, as we discussed the other day, and I am getting a lot of people saying, surely you must be done now! Or, aren'tyou about to finish? When do you get to eat?, etc.
As a result, my confidence has indeed been boosted, as has my self esteem. And I start believeing them thinking, "Hmmm.....maybe I am nearly done!" And that gets the inner chatterbox waffling back and forth.
I know I am not done. I want to lose at least 2 more stone. My original goal was ten stone which would mean 3 more stone, but I thought I would go in to RTM at the last stone, and lose what was left, so maybe stabilise at about 10.5 - 11 stone.
I think this has all shaken me up a bit. I have tried very hard not to get bored and if others talk about bordeom with the repetitive flavours, I wuld just push the thoughts away, but am begininng to find that more difficult.
I have also been feeling very light headed, more often then not if I get up quickly. Some of that I attribute to the pain meds I am taking for my neck, as often times they are on a fairly emty stomach - but there are times I believe it probably is from the diet.
We did Milk Week at 14 weeks. Are we meant to do that every 13 or 14 weeks? It would seem to me we should if that was reccomended in the first 13 weeks.
Does anyone know?
This makes me nervous - I have fought very hard to keep a steely detrmination and focus going, and this weekends thoghts almost all consisted of thoughts of eating food again.
Just wondering, did anyone else experience this at this stage of the diet, and how did you deal with it? I still kow nothing will stop me, but I am feeling the final 2 stone may prove to be the most difficult, mentally.
I just want to nip this in the bud - lose the perhaps overconfidence that I am further along then I really am, and get back in my nice comfy zone.
It's more annoying then anything.
Thanks for listening to my waffle.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm waffles......
I found for the first time since beginning this back in January, that I struggled this weekend with boredom, and longing for food.
I don't know why. I have been abstaining 26 or 27 weeks, and never had a moment like this.
I think, and couldbe wrong, but now enough weight has shifted (nearly 7 stone) that everything I do is easier. Moving, agility, pain, clothes fit, etc. Plus the compliments are pouring in, as we discussed the other day, and I am getting a lot of people saying, surely you must be done now! Or, aren'tyou about to finish? When do you get to eat?, etc.
As a result, my confidence has indeed been boosted, as has my self esteem. And I start believeing them thinking, "Hmmm.....maybe I am nearly done!" And that gets the inner chatterbox waffling back and forth.
I know I am not done. I want to lose at least 2 more stone. My original goal was ten stone which would mean 3 more stone, but I thought I would go in to RTM at the last stone, and lose what was left, so maybe stabilise at about 10.5 - 11 stone.
I think this has all shaken me up a bit. I have tried very hard not to get bored and if others talk about bordeom with the repetitive flavours, I wuld just push the thoughts away, but am begininng to find that more difficult.
I have also been feeling very light headed, more often then not if I get up quickly. Some of that I attribute to the pain meds I am taking for my neck, as often times they are on a fairly emty stomach - but there are times I believe it probably is from the diet.
We did Milk Week at 14 weeks. Are we meant to do that every 13 or 14 weeks? It would seem to me we should if that was reccomended in the first 13 weeks.
Does anyone know?
This makes me nervous - I have fought very hard to keep a steely detrmination and focus going, and this weekends thoghts almost all consisted of thoughts of eating food again.
Just wondering, did anyone else experience this at this stage of the diet, and how did you deal with it? I still kow nothing will stop me, but I am feeling the final 2 stone may prove to be the most difficult, mentally.
I just want to nip this in the bud - lose the perhaps overconfidence that I am further along then I really am, and get back in my nice comfy zone.
It's more annoying then anything.
Thanks for listening to my waffle.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm waffles......