Hi you lot x
I struggled last night round about 7pm all i wanted was beans on toast

, was a bit weepy:cry: and wondered " why I was doing this to myself but told myself this is my last option".So when upstairs with bottle of water till others had finished there meal and came back down, feeling past about a hour later.
But after that everything was fine had my butterscotch shake watched telly for a bit and when bed. But must say when I was walking around I felt a little wierd hummm kinda drunk feeling, maybe thats normal I don`t know.
Anyway today is
day 3. Had butterscotch shake again not on perpose but just 1ST one out of box already 1/2 way down a 1.5 lt of water. MrCj can`t get over how many times i get up in night for a wee, thinking of getting a bucket cause bathroom downstairs lol.
Just made full cooked breckie for them so thats it till later for cooking, going to get him to take me out shopping when he`s washed pots get a smaller size top so I can shrink into it.:brainfart

ont know if thats a good idea or not lol
be back later
xx