princess-of-power
VLCDing...again!
As you all know, Im getting married in 7 week time.
So me and the OH were in church today and the service we normally go to had changed to a full communion.
It didnt faze me until I realised communion usually involved bread and wine.
I whispered this to the OH in a panic and we didnt know what to do!
I mean, LT is great but I couldnt p*ss off God in his own house!
We went up, I stuck the piece of bread in my mouth and just let the wine touch my lips.
I fully intended to spit the bread out once I sat down but couldnt do it without disgusting the little old ladies next to me.
So I swallowed it. I technically 'cheated'. Dammit. But how could I spit out the body of Christ?
To be fair...it was the smallest amount of bread that was just too big to be termed a crumb but I felt so bad.
Anyway.
The OH and I have decided refeeding time is soon. We are both close to the end of our goals and have 7 weeks till the wedding.
Therefore we have refed tonight. A tiny portion of chicken and a quarter of a pepper....basically we are doing the old Add A Meal we used to do on CD last year.
I feel sick now after it, I wish I could carry on with LT forever and never eat!
But Im looking forward to a life of eating healthy this time.
So me and the OH were in church today and the service we normally go to had changed to a full communion.
It didnt faze me until I realised communion usually involved bread and wine.
I whispered this to the OH in a panic and we didnt know what to do!
I mean, LT is great but I couldnt p*ss off God in his own house!
We went up, I stuck the piece of bread in my mouth and just let the wine touch my lips.
I fully intended to spit the bread out once I sat down but couldnt do it without disgusting the little old ladies next to me.
So I swallowed it. I technically 'cheated'. Dammit. But how could I spit out the body of Christ?
To be fair...it was the smallest amount of bread that was just too big to be termed a crumb but I felt so bad.
Anyway.
The OH and I have decided refeeding time is soon. We are both close to the end of our goals and have 7 weeks till the wedding.
Therefore we have refed tonight. A tiny portion of chicken and a quarter of a pepper....basically we are doing the old Add A Meal we used to do on CD last year.
I feel sick now after it, I wish I could carry on with LT forever and never eat!
But Im looking forward to a life of eating healthy this time.