lighterlifeclaire
Silver Member
OK... I have hunted for a new LLC and a new group and have spoken to a lovely (well sounds it!) counsellor in Clapham who has invited me to join her Foundation class which started tonight...
I went to developers tonight, and expectedly have gained 4lbs . I'm not feeling too negative, because I feel as though from Wednesday of next week, I will be back in the place I want to be.
I will be joining on week 2 of the group (because everyone else started tonight). It is further away from my current (well, old) counsellor and means I will have to take public transport and walk around in the dark in quite a rough area (!!!!) to get there in time, straight from work. In my eyes this is a minor change to what, yet again, is going to be such a major change to my life and my future. So it's worth it.
My old LLC wasn't too happy, didn't have much to say but something told me she knew it was coming? All I got was a "why?" and then once I said I wanted to redo Foundation she said "why not do it with us?" and I said... I have already planned to move she just said "well, you've got ur fotos and everything haven't u? OK" and that was that.
I didn't buy packs this week because I have got heaps at home and thought it is pointless keep paying £66 to top up my cupboard of them, even though I have more than enough for atleast 2 weeks supply. I said "I don't want packs this week" and all I got was "well I can't force you" (which, is weird... because previously I have been told I must get them?? )
Anyway....... I'm feeling positive but there is no chance I'm going to reach my ticker goal now... 4lbs on is a big gain... but hopefully, and I am feeling really positive that from next week it will be nothing but losses.
Thanks all for all your help yesterday. xxxx
I went to developers tonight, and expectedly have gained 4lbs . I'm not feeling too negative, because I feel as though from Wednesday of next week, I will be back in the place I want to be.
I will be joining on week 2 of the group (because everyone else started tonight). It is further away from my current (well, old) counsellor and means I will have to take public transport and walk around in the dark in quite a rough area (!!!!) to get there in time, straight from work. In my eyes this is a minor change to what, yet again, is going to be such a major change to my life and my future. So it's worth it.
My old LLC wasn't too happy, didn't have much to say but something told me she knew it was coming? All I got was a "why?" and then once I said I wanted to redo Foundation she said "why not do it with us?" and I said... I have already planned to move she just said "well, you've got ur fotos and everything haven't u? OK" and that was that.
I didn't buy packs this week because I have got heaps at home and thought it is pointless keep paying £66 to top up my cupboard of them, even though I have more than enough for atleast 2 weeks supply. I said "I don't want packs this week" and all I got was "well I can't force you" (which, is weird... because previously I have been told I must get them?? )
Anyway....... I'm feeling positive but there is no chance I'm going to reach my ticker goal now... 4lbs on is a big gain... but hopefully, and I am feeling really positive that from next week it will be nothing but losses.
Thanks all for all your help yesterday. xxxx