frenchfancy
Regular Member
I have restarted today after falling off the wagon 2 weeks ago. I have restarted a new diary as I wanted a new beginning and all that. I think I hit the all time low earlier today when i broke down in tears and explained to my hubby how unhappy my weight makes me. He struggled to get his head round the fact that despite how I felt I would eat biscuits and rubbish. I am the true emotional eater and if unhappy etc will eat, eat eat.
My 21 year old son has just lost almost 6 stones and now looks absolutely amazing; my mum is going to be having a gastric band operation (orthopaedic consultant has put her forward as if she doesn't lose at least 5 stones she is going to end up in a wheelchair as she has very severe arthritis/osteoporosis in her spine.) So it would appear that everyone close will be slim and I remain fat....... so I have decided that I have to take control of the situation and get my big fat bum in gear. No-one else is going to lose this weight for me. Day one has been good so far, but I still neeed to do some walking, but it has been 38 degrees here today and far too hot. I will go on the treadmill shortly as it is now quite cool in the garage.
i intend to use this diary as a journal of my journey, reports of emotional ups and downs and am just hoping that I will be able to succeed this time. If anyone reads this and decides to follow me and my crazy ramblings, feel free to comment and advise as all help will be greatly appreciated.
My 21 year old son has just lost almost 6 stones and now looks absolutely amazing; my mum is going to be having a gastric band operation (orthopaedic consultant has put her forward as if she doesn't lose at least 5 stones she is going to end up in a wheelchair as she has very severe arthritis/osteoporosis in her spine.) So it would appear that everyone close will be slim and I remain fat....... so I have decided that I have to take control of the situation and get my big fat bum in gear. No-one else is going to lose this weight for me. Day one has been good so far, but I still neeed to do some walking, but it has been 38 degrees here today and far too hot. I will go on the treadmill shortly as it is now quite cool in the garage.
i intend to use this diary as a journal of my journey, reports of emotional ups and downs and am just hoping that I will be able to succeed this time. If anyone reads this and decides to follow me and my crazy ramblings, feel free to comment and advise as all help will be greatly appreciated.