wants2bnormal
6 stone to lose!
It is possibly wrong of me, but i am sitting here reading and lookin at pictures for inspiration for when i do FINALLY get on CD.. and i am getting frustrated with myself:
1. I dont drive I can't get to a CDC easily
2. I am still waiting to hear back from the CDC in dundee, whom i could easily get to
3. I am sitting here and have been for the past week saying oooh by may i could be the size i want (6 stone to lose)
4. I am even planning what shakes and bars to get
5. Booking a holiday once i get started on CD for August and thinking i could be wearing a BIKINI OMG ME IN A BIKINI!
Its really annoying me for the fact I can't go and do all these things and I really really reallly want to succeed and get on with it :sigh: I know i seem to be going on about this whole situation but seeing everyone succeed and doing so well (and you really are girls and boys) is just like EUGH when is it my turn to be happy and when is it my turn to post and say ive actually lost some of this horried flabby stuff thats stuck on me...
I know i am possibly totally blabbering on here but im just soo frustrated!!! my goal is to be started before the end of november so i can hopefully lose this 6 stone by May!!
grrr im totally pulling my hair out over the whole situation!!
Sorry folks i know i know im being a moan but nobody seems to listen or understand in my family so this is the only place i can come and let off steam!!
Thanks for listening jodie xxxx:break_diet:
1. I dont drive I can't get to a CDC easily
2. I am still waiting to hear back from the CDC in dundee, whom i could easily get to
3. I am sitting here and have been for the past week saying oooh by may i could be the size i want (6 stone to lose)
4. I am even planning what shakes and bars to get
5. Booking a holiday once i get started on CD for August and thinking i could be wearing a BIKINI OMG ME IN A BIKINI!
Its really annoying me for the fact I can't go and do all these things and I really really reallly want to succeed and get on with it :sigh: I know i seem to be going on about this whole situation but seeing everyone succeed and doing so well (and you really are girls and boys) is just like EUGH when is it my turn to be happy and when is it my turn to post and say ive actually lost some of this horried flabby stuff thats stuck on me...
I know i am possibly totally blabbering on here but im just soo frustrated!!! my goal is to be started before the end of november so i can hopefully lose this 6 stone by May!!
grrr im totally pulling my hair out over the whole situation!!
Sorry folks i know i know im being a moan but nobody seems to listen or understand in my family so this is the only place i can come and let off steam!!
Thanks for listening jodie xxxx:break_diet:
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