great its my 5th day and not hungry..as ive always got a glass or cup of something in my hand. and ime lucky my spanish man is cooking for my dad and keeping me away from food.. i think this helping such a lot . ime keeping busy and getting more into myself with new make up ideas and hair done and feet . to keep me motivated on the beautiful me...my goal is 3 weeks till my holiday to see my 1st GRANDCHILD. and i want to be a glamourouse granny.. and we are talking of marriage next year so i need to get started..i have been creeping up for the last 10 years and said that i didnt want to be FAT and 40.. and i was.... so now heading for 52. and want to look young again. i wake up every day consious of the food ime eating.. but if ime TRUE to myself its the WINE and whisky... i know all the rules with food.its the drinks that put mine on... Now i can DRINK as MUCH as i want... WATER .. TEA with vanilla. peppermint tea for a change.. the shakes.. fizzy water in a wine glass... pepermint mouthwash when my mouth feels like a bird cage. i keep it in my handbag.. i FEEL motivated TODAY to stick to it..so i need you guys to help me... and vise a versa..ime seeing an old girlfriend who is always SLIM and beautiful.. and i dont want to be the FAT one..plus they are meeting JOSE.. and the GRANNY photos need to be SLIMMER. whats helped me so far is reading a Forum which said .... the food will still be there TO HAVE.. when i am SLIM.. i keep saying it to myself... and will have diet food on hols as i AIM to CARRY on when i get back.. its only a week... and i will have 1 WHISKY with only ICE .. keep me motivated to carry on when i get BACK.