SLACK ALICE
Silver Member
Hi everyone, I'm still here. And to be quite honest Im stupid !
I have lost 4 and 1/2 stone but i have put back over a stone back on since june/july of this year.
I dont know what the hell is up with me??
At the moment I am eating my meals to the extent of my tummy hurting and then my head is saying eat more, I dont wanna eat more, what the hell is happening to me .- Ive had enough, over the last month or so i have had time off work , so has hubby - as son cant go to daycare cos of snow, every week now i have to stay in the house for 2 and half days cos its too cold for son to go out. Im just eating crap and garbage ( just had 3 slices full fat white bread with butter and a omelette, followed by a areo mousse followed by a bag of nik naks !!. Im stuffed but still my head is saying ... perhaps i should have some fruit .... you need fruit .. Its like a demon !!. Im addicted to food.
Why the hell am i doing this .. I know ive put weight on cos my coat is straining - i dont wanna go back to how i was. but at this rate im gonna be 'fat ' again in less than a year.
Im thinking of going to docs to see if i can get some appetite supressants cos i cant see any way out of this mess.
I just wanna stop eating.
Any help people ??
I have lost 4 and 1/2 stone but i have put back over a stone back on since june/july of this year.
I dont know what the hell is up with me??
At the moment I am eating my meals to the extent of my tummy hurting and then my head is saying eat more, I dont wanna eat more, what the hell is happening to me .- Ive had enough, over the last month or so i have had time off work , so has hubby - as son cant go to daycare cos of snow, every week now i have to stay in the house for 2 and half days cos its too cold for son to go out. Im just eating crap and garbage ( just had 3 slices full fat white bread with butter and a omelette, followed by a areo mousse followed by a bag of nik naks !!. Im stuffed but still my head is saying ... perhaps i should have some fruit .... you need fruit .. Its like a demon !!. Im addicted to food.
Why the hell am i doing this .. I know ive put weight on cos my coat is straining - i dont wanna go back to how i was. but at this rate im gonna be 'fat ' again in less than a year.
Im thinking of going to docs to see if i can get some appetite supressants cos i cant see any way out of this mess.
I just wanna stop eating.
Any help people ??