kudos_ni
Member
I posted this in my blog... but don't think people read blogs. I need some encouraging words to make me stick to SW today!
I am having a sh!t day.:cry:
On days like this I would just eat loads and loads of bad food. I don't want to. so Not I feel like a psycho because I'm literally arguing with myself in my head over it.
I was referred to an occupational health doctor by my HR because I've been having a tough time lately.
I am really shocked. I don't know what I was expecting, but the doctor seemed like a right b!tch.... I was really suprised to hear her say things like...
"Just quit then!"
"You need to grow up"
As i said, I didn't know what to expect before the appointment...but I am a little shell shocked and sitting here in tears in my desk.
So embarrassing cos I am the only woman in a team of 20 guys and this is mortifying.:sigh:
I'm now scared of what the OH doctor will put in her report and send to HR. Will she tell them to sack me? Dunno what to do!
She asked if there were other things in my life affecting my mental health. I said how I'd been overweight since I remember and sometimes It really affects me.
Later on in the appointment she said...
"Well, you've hated being over weight so so long and you've never done anything about it."
To which i responded "I HAVE! I have joined slimming world!"
She smirked, kind of laughed and said "well.. bit late for that now don't you think"
I can't believe it. I feel so attacked.:tear_drop:
I am having a sh!t day.:cry:
On days like this I would just eat loads and loads of bad food. I don't want to. so Not I feel like a psycho because I'm literally arguing with myself in my head over it.
I was referred to an occupational health doctor by my HR because I've been having a tough time lately.
I am really shocked. I don't know what I was expecting, but the doctor seemed like a right b!tch.... I was really suprised to hear her say things like...
"Just quit then!"
"You need to grow up"
As i said, I didn't know what to expect before the appointment...but I am a little shell shocked and sitting here in tears in my desk.
So embarrassing cos I am the only woman in a team of 20 guys and this is mortifying.:sigh:
I'm now scared of what the OH doctor will put in her report and send to HR. Will she tell them to sack me? Dunno what to do!
She asked if there were other things in my life affecting my mental health. I said how I'd been overweight since I remember and sometimes It really affects me.
Later on in the appointment she said...
"Well, you've hated being over weight so so long and you've never done anything about it."
To which i responded "I HAVE! I have joined slimming world!"
She smirked, kind of laughed and said "well.. bit late for that now don't you think"
I can't believe it. I feel so attacked.:tear_drop: