Happe
escaping the fat
Its back to work for me tomorrow, then the students come in on Tuesday. Im really not ready yet. I feel down and apprehensive, what if i cant hack it this year, what if the kids ill have dont like me, what if the school realises ive somehow blagged my way through the last couple of years and im really not up to the job. Theyre making me a form tutor now for gods sake, they have more confidence in me than i have in myself. In about 8 weeks time im supposed to be taking 3groups of 10 kids sailing for a week at a time, me sailing? dover to calais ferry thats all ive been on, now im supposed to be helping to sail a ship from Portsmouth to Ipswich. What the hell am i thinking?
Im really missing my mum too, she died in July and this is the longest ive gone ever without seeing her, it was rough at the end and she didnt even know me but just being with her kept me calm, I loved my mum.
Food wise things are good, lots of fresh veg and fruit, ive eaten a whole melon today on top of a couple of bananas and 3 pears. all that and my dinners, how does this diet work? i dont know, i just know that it does and while it does ill stay with it, maybe the time will come when the losses slow down to maybe a lb a week and ill have another go on CD. Has anyone gone from cd to sw and carried on losing?
Id expect to gain in the first week but would i carry on gaining?
My oven broke this week too, need a new one which means buying a matching hob too. Theyre not cheap, in fact its horrified hubby so much that hes trying to convince me that we dont actually need an oven. Im at such a low ebb that hes almost half convinced me! Reckons we should get one of these all singing and dancing microwaves instead. Our house in Mallorca doesnt have an oven its ultra modern kitchen has one of these instead built in and i must admit weve spent a month out there and not missed it but the i didnt want to cook roast dinners out there either so a bit different.
Sky tv packed up as well today so you can see why im down. Never mind, it can only get better
Im really missing my mum too, she died in July and this is the longest ive gone ever without seeing her, it was rough at the end and she didnt even know me but just being with her kept me calm, I loved my mum.
Food wise things are good, lots of fresh veg and fruit, ive eaten a whole melon today on top of a couple of bananas and 3 pears. all that and my dinners, how does this diet work? i dont know, i just know that it does and while it does ill stay with it, maybe the time will come when the losses slow down to maybe a lb a week and ill have another go on CD. Has anyone gone from cd to sw and carried on losing?
Id expect to gain in the first week but would i carry on gaining?
My oven broke this week too, need a new one which means buying a matching hob too. Theyre not cheap, in fact its horrified hubby so much that hes trying to convince me that we dont actually need an oven. Im at such a low ebb that hes almost half convinced me! Reckons we should get one of these all singing and dancing microwaves instead. Our house in Mallorca doesnt have an oven its ultra modern kitchen has one of these instead built in and i must admit weve spent a month out there and not missed it but the i didnt want to cook roast dinners out there either so a bit different.
Sky tv packed up as well today so you can see why im down. Never mind, it can only get better
