Kellie=]
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but im going to Rome on Sunday.
and I plan to eat.
and Im scared.
Im on day 56 today- with my 9th week weigh in tomorrow. I have so far lost 30lbs and gone from 13.13- 11.11.
I am totally focused and nothing but the foodpacks has passed my lips since January 19th- I have remained focused 100% but the thought of eating scares the hell out of me.
The truth is- My boyfriend got me the trip for my birthday (3 nights 4 days) and he has told me that he wants me to eat on the trip- and I want to too. I really dont want to be stressing about milkshakes and soups when im in the middle of Italy.
I have known that Im going to eat since day 1- and I dunno whats wrong with me this week I feel so scared that Its going to completly throw me off.
My plan is to have a carb free breakfast- plently of water in between a LL bar for lunch and protein/salad/ veg for dinner.
I really dont want people to tell me not to do it because I want to its something that I decided a long time ago- I guess its because its a planned "lapse" that I feel like a failure.
Does anyone know whats wrong with me?!?! i feel like crap xxx:cry:
and I plan to eat.
and Im scared.
Im on day 56 today- with my 9th week weigh in tomorrow. I have so far lost 30lbs and gone from 13.13- 11.11.
I am totally focused and nothing but the foodpacks has passed my lips since January 19th- I have remained focused 100% but the thought of eating scares the hell out of me.
The truth is- My boyfriend got me the trip for my birthday (3 nights 4 days) and he has told me that he wants me to eat on the trip- and I want to too. I really dont want to be stressing about milkshakes and soups when im in the middle of Italy.
I have known that Im going to eat since day 1- and I dunno whats wrong with me this week I feel so scared that Its going to completly throw me off.
My plan is to have a carb free breakfast- plently of water in between a LL bar for lunch and protein/salad/ veg for dinner.
I really dont want people to tell me not to do it because I want to its something that I decided a long time ago- I guess its because its a planned "lapse" that I feel like a failure.
Does anyone know whats wrong with me?!?! i feel like crap xxx:cry: