rainbow brite
~Starsprinkled~
Not really sure what to think at the moment. Last night the boyfriend (J) came over very drunk and was spouting rubbish for quite some time but in the middle of this he said something about me being fat. When I got stroppy he said he'd never said it but I know what I heard.
He'd never say that sober, so I can't tell whether it's him being truthful because he was drunk or being totally stupid because he was drunk.
I'm not blind. I know I'm fat but I'm trying to fix this, I really am.
It just kinda threw me for a loop and reaffirmed fears that I had about us. *sigh*
Thinking maybe I should text him and ask if he remembers saying it... What do you think?
He'd never say that sober, so I can't tell whether it's him being truthful because he was drunk or being totally stupid because he was drunk.
I'm not blind. I know I'm fat but I'm trying to fix this, I really am.
It just kinda threw me for a loop and reaffirmed fears that I had about us. *sigh*
Thinking maybe I should text him and ask if he remembers saying it... What do you think?
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