Right heres the deal...I am struggling big time!! I have SS b4 and lost over 8st... I done LL in its pilot stage b4 it was even called LL so Im an ole Veteran...but I cannot get my head around it this time!!
I have been married coming up to 6 yrs I was nearly 25st when I married...and after a year of beating myself up (cos hubby is a DJ and I wouldnt go anywhere with him) I decided enough was enough and started CD... got my self down
14st 11 was fit as a fiddle...gym 6 days a week!!
Next thing I know I need IVF...was told to loose 2 stone or they wont refer me...well that was it I got depressed!! I managed to stay stable at around 15st then other factors kicked in...and that was that....i am now 21st 7!! I am tryin so hard to get back into it...i have to do race for life in 8 weeks...I am freaking out cos I dunno if i can even do it...I cant even breath when i get to the top of the house let alone do 5k!!
I have things coming up and I know I will spoil them if i dont get this weight under manners!!
I am going to Jamaica in Oct...i dont wanna sit and cry on the beach fully dressed...I've been there...right now i am wearing a winter coat in this weather!!
Hubby will have things to play out at and I cant start that old **** up again...crying on the night cos i dont have nice clothes!! OMG HELP!!!
I know once i get through a week I'll be ok...but I cant get through a day at the moment!! I get close then flop!!
I have been married coming up to 6 yrs I was nearly 25st when I married...and after a year of beating myself up (cos hubby is a DJ and I wouldnt go anywhere with him) I decided enough was enough and started CD... got my self down
14st 11 was fit as a fiddle...gym 6 days a week!!
Next thing I know I need IVF...was told to loose 2 stone or they wont refer me...well that was it I got depressed!! I managed to stay stable at around 15st then other factors kicked in...and that was that....i am now 21st 7!! I am tryin so hard to get back into it...i have to do race for life in 8 weeks...I am freaking out cos I dunno if i can even do it...I cant even breath when i get to the top of the house let alone do 5k!!
I have things coming up and I know I will spoil them if i dont get this weight under manners!!
I am going to Jamaica in Oct...i dont wanna sit and cry on the beach fully dressed...I've been there...right now i am wearing a winter coat in this weather!!
Hubby will have things to play out at and I cant start that old **** up again...crying on the night cos i dont have nice clothes!! OMG HELP!!!
I know once i get through a week I'll be ok...but I cant get through a day at the moment!! I get close then flop!!