Tonights a bad one, I have been doing this for nearly 10 weeks now and never felt like this before, its home mad curry tonight and it smells bloody gorgeous. I just want to be normal again, I look and feel the best I have done in ages but crave normality. Wish I could have 1 night off but know in my heart that would not be the case. I have 4 weeks in foundation and will be continuing to loose excess of about 2 stones so probably doing this till June. What makes it worse is one of the girls has been cheating in the group (she had chinese and wine) and she lost 4.5lbs and I only lost 3lbs and was dead good.:cry: