Aw, poor you. One of my favourite smells too. Still, it's not like you'll never be able to have toast ever again. You're just choosing not to have it now.
Why do we do it to ourselves? Even before I started CD, I would really fancy fish and chips or a full english brekkie and I would always be disappointed....never tastes as nice and you imagine it. Must keep that thought at the front of my mind lol.
K x