AnwenG
Full Member
I feel really down. 3 weeks ago I went down to the 16s but I then had a bit of a rocky half term and ended up putting 8lbs on. Last week I lost 6 but most of it was fluid right?
But this week after being 110% on plan counting every single syn (I even counted syns for using lean mince instead of extra lean. Something I don't usually do), did a couple of success express days, went for a 8 mile walk up a quarry and even joining my friend's birthday after the meal at a Italian resteraunt to make sure I stayed within my 15syns and I only had 2 diet cokes with them before driving home
I just feel really deflated I gave it my all and all i got was a gain
it's not like I'm near my target I've got 7st to go until I'm anywhere near it. But I think what's rubbed salt into the wound it that my mother in the 9s had the same syns as me + 2 bottles of wine - the success express day and - the long walks 
I just feel like giving up. I'm sorry for the rant
But this week after being 110% on plan counting every single syn (I even counted syns for using lean mince instead of extra lean. Something I don't usually do), did a couple of success express days, went for a 8 mile walk up a quarry and even joining my friend's birthday after the meal at a Italian resteraunt to make sure I stayed within my 15syns and I only had 2 diet cokes with them before driving home
I just feel really deflated I gave it my all and all i got was a gain
I just feel like giving up. I'm sorry for the rant