Well done, not only have you lost a huuuggggeeea mount of weight, but better than that - you took a break and managed to keep the weight off!!!! Thats brilliant!!!
So, firstly, maybe ww really isn't for you? Maybe you should set yourself a goal of really knuckling down and sticking to your points for a full week. Hopefully your sucess will motivate you to continue, but if not then maybe you should try sw ahain, or something different again?
Have you joined a class? Maybe attending will help motivate you?
Finally, if it helps, ww really does work - if you are in the frame of mind to stick at it. I lost a similar amount to you on ww, and am now maintaining. I used this site, the ww site, my class and my friends and family for support - and also the ww mag. USe all the tools that are available to you, you aren't doing this alone hon.
Have you looked at how far you have come, and properly congratulated yourself? Look at old photos, clothes etc and really allow yourself to enjoy your success xxx