HELP

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is all i can say...very much stuck in a rut.

Not sure if its the heavy depression thats stopping me or the lack of control and the worry thats causing the depression. Im waking up so unhappy and the whole wieght issue is making me feel actually sick with worry.

All in all its a horrible place to be, its a roundabout i cant get off.

I remember the smile the jump the happiness of not feeling myself wobble but im so flat emotionaly and drained that nothing is changing. Im stuck in mud and its a huge worrying place to be at.

Anyone else there??

 

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I think im slowly coming out of it now, praying for that burst of energy. I've set a goal date now that I never had the last few weeks. Its the end of November.
So that's me told good and proper now to locate some passion and I will be well away.