Tange
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I have had such a great two weeks, at work and going out socially and coping with food and drink. But here I sit today feeling odd, weird and alittle out of place. Not sure if this is normal. I thought it was because I just lost 1lb last week, but I know I lost cm's.
I thought maybe its because I have now gotten to where I was 4 years ago and I thought I was okay, but when I look at myself now I realise I am another 4stone away from ok.
I am not sick of the diet or tempted to eat, I am just :lost:and probably :thinking2:too much. It seems like I get one or two parts of my life sorted then I go jeopardising another. I have over spent this month and its made me angry that I did not stick to my financial diet. Not like i am in trouble or anything but I do not need more jewellery or books for that matter (my weaknesses).
I am not sure all this makes any kind of sense. Maybe its because we are reaching the end of out 100 days and I am alittle amazed that I made it this far and probably scared of the next 100. Don't know.....
Sorry to be a moan pot today.
I have had such a great two weeks, at work and going out socially and coping with food and drink. But here I sit today feeling odd, weird and alittle out of place. Not sure if this is normal. I thought it was because I just lost 1lb last week, but I know I lost cm's.
I thought maybe its because I have now gotten to where I was 4 years ago and I thought I was okay, but when I look at myself now I realise I am another 4stone away from ok.
I am not sick of the diet or tempted to eat, I am just :lost:and probably :thinking2:too much. It seems like I get one or two parts of my life sorted then I go jeopardising another. I have over spent this month and its made me angry that I did not stick to my financial diet. Not like i am in trouble or anything but I do not need more jewellery or books for that matter (my weaknesses).
I am not sure all this makes any kind of sense. Maybe its because we are reaching the end of out 100 days and I am alittle amazed that I made it this far and probably scared of the next 100. Don't know.....
Sorry to be a moan pot today.