Fatty_no_more
Slimming for my children
Hey guys and girls.
Thought i would come on here as i dont want to break my diet so thought i would air my upsetness (?) on here.
Basically havent spoken to my dad since June when he disowned me for asking him to stop calling me names (fat ugly etc).
On 20th Dec hes apparently organising a big family party (of which i would have loved to have gone to) and my uncle cant stand my dad (hes married to my dads sis) so they are staying at my house as he doesnt want to stay at my dads.
But they dont want to offend my dad by telling him they are staying at mine so are saying they are gonna go home.
I suggested on the sunday we go out for a lunch and my aunt said no in case my dad spots us (he doesnt venture outside his house!).
Just feeling really hurt to be honest. I said SO WHAT? just cos i no longer exsist to him dont mean to say you cant see me?
Hubs2b and i were looking forward to going out for a meal tonight (HO HUM) cos we havent had any "quality time" together away from the tv and the internet (me on minis) and hes still at work on a case.
I have a massive lump in my throat and am trying not to cry cos i dont want this to get to me. But by doing this i want to eat and if i get off this computer I will eat!
Feel so so sad!
Thought i would come on here as i dont want to break my diet so thought i would air my upsetness (?) on here.
Basically havent spoken to my dad since June when he disowned me for asking him to stop calling me names (fat ugly etc).
On 20th Dec hes apparently organising a big family party (of which i would have loved to have gone to) and my uncle cant stand my dad (hes married to my dads sis) so they are staying at my house as he doesnt want to stay at my dads.
But they dont want to offend my dad by telling him they are staying at mine so are saying they are gonna go home.
I suggested on the sunday we go out for a lunch and my aunt said no in case my dad spots us (he doesnt venture outside his house!).
Just feeling really hurt to be honest. I said SO WHAT? just cos i no longer exsist to him dont mean to say you cant see me?
Hubs2b and i were looking forward to going out for a meal tonight (HO HUM) cos we havent had any "quality time" together away from the tv and the internet (me on minis) and hes still at work on a case.
I have a massive lump in my throat and am trying not to cry cos i dont want this to get to me. But by doing this i want to eat and if i get off this computer I will eat!
Feel so so sad!