Ive just had my daughter so I was at my heeaviest, (13s 9) My hubbys sis had her baby 5 weeks later and was back to 9 stone in 2 weeks....(shes 5f 9 too!!) We went on a night out and at the end of the night I was the only one sitting down because my feet hurt so muh, I got no attention....just didnt enjoy myself, and another reason....when I blow dry my hair after a shower I sit infront of a big mirror, and I was just so disgusted with how fat I was, I felt like I was trapped in somebody else's body, like it wasnt me who was so fat...