Heaven can wait
Silver Member
Hi everyone ,
Dont know whats up with me , but I am being very naughty in my last week of foundation , how stupid is that?
I was so thrilled last Thursday at my next to last WI in foundation , I lost exactly 4 stone and was over the moon. I have one more weigh in and guess what cheat cheat cheat cheat this week! It was chicken on Sunday, Ham on Monday, and today 5 Rasberries! What the hell is wrong with me. The nearest I've got to being like this is an extra pack here and there but since I got to 4 stone and I know the end of the 100 days is nearly up I just seem to have lost the plot not even drinking enough. :break_diet:
DO you think I am subconciously throwing in the towel ? I had originally only thought I would do the 100 days , if I could last that long , but decided I should do development and lose the last 3 stones then I can get on with management and the rest of my slim hopefully for ever life.
So why on earth am I slipping like this?
I go on holiday on the 4th July for two weeks and I know I wont be able to be as good as when I went on holiday half way through foundation as I think I always saw the holiday as my reward for being in abstinance for 3 months.
I do want to lose the rest but something is going on in my head and it aint good miniminers.
I feel lower than a snakes belly.........
Dont know whats up with me , but I am being very naughty in my last week of foundation , how stupid is that?
I was so thrilled last Thursday at my next to last WI in foundation , I lost exactly 4 stone and was over the moon. I have one more weigh in and guess what cheat cheat cheat cheat this week! It was chicken on Sunday, Ham on Monday, and today 5 Rasberries! What the hell is wrong with me. The nearest I've got to being like this is an extra pack here and there but since I got to 4 stone and I know the end of the 100 days is nearly up I just seem to have lost the plot not even drinking enough. :break_diet:
DO you think I am subconciously throwing in the towel ? I had originally only thought I would do the 100 days , if I could last that long , but decided I should do development and lose the last 3 stones then I can get on with management and the rest of my slim hopefully for ever life.
So why on earth am I slipping like this?
I go on holiday on the 4th July for two weeks and I know I wont be able to be as good as when I went on holiday half way through foundation as I think I always saw the holiday as my reward for being in abstinance for 3 months.
I do want to lose the rest but something is going on in my head and it aint good miniminers.
I feel lower than a snakes belly.........