Day 8 today! Could murder something to eat but I'm not hungry! Just proves to myself that I was a boredom, habit, emotional eater!
Filling up on water...night out with work on Friday and I've changed my mind several times already about wether to drive or not. I think I will...but the vodka diet coke fairy keeps whispering to me to get a cab lol! We'll see. It would prove to myself that I can go and have a fun night and not drink...I am going to drive! Decision made.
Feeling like I can tell the difference today...tried a couple of nice summery tops on this morning and they were fitting better. Going to be really ruthless this weekend and sort through my clothes. Thinking if I get rid of anything that's starting to feel to big or is a fat cover up style I will chuck (well stick on the car boot pile).
Three weeks on Friday til my holiday, just me and OH going to menorca. I'm so looking forward to it. I know that I will still feel self conscious round the pool etc but I will be feeling loads better than I would have been!!! Next year when I go I want to be the girl that wonders to the bar in her bikini rather than me in a granny style low leg, thick strap one piece desperately making a dash for the pool before anyone spots me and shouts for Greenpeace ha ha.
Boring report to do now at work then going to have a stroll in the sub whilst my colleagues attack the butty van!
Xxx