Jambro
Full Member
Hi everyone,
I'm afraid to say I let my addiction get the better of me last night.
Ate some junk including scratchings (not even that keen on them!!!) but they smelt so good!
The mad thing is, normally when I do this on diets I feel I've failed and give up.
But this morning which is now day 11 on CD I have woken feeling that I am not going to let this get to me, its not the end of the world. I feel so much stronger and more positive that this isn't going to beat me and feel suprisingly quite calm.
Normally all kinds would be going through my head, you know the usual beating myself up stuff!!!!!
I thnk, and hope this will be a turning point for me on my weight lose journey.
I'm afraid to say I let my addiction get the better of me last night.
Ate some junk including scratchings (not even that keen on them!!!) but they smelt so good!
The mad thing is, normally when I do this on diets I feel I've failed and give up.
But this morning which is now day 11 on CD I have woken feeling that I am not going to let this get to me, its not the end of the world. I feel so much stronger and more positive that this isn't going to beat me and feel suprisingly quite calm.
Normally all kinds would be going through my head, you know the usual beating myself up stuff!!!!!
I thnk, and hope this will be a turning point for me on my weight lose journey.