Want2bethin
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Hii.
Right i'll just inform you of my situation.
I went for my first CD meeting with my CDC on wednesday last week.. She weighed me gave me sachets in all different flavors [soups, shakes and porriage]
Day one - I hated every shake i had that day, i had the Porriage orig [Yuck], Chick & mush soup [Yuck], and then the butterscotch [Yuck].. and i only had like half of each and then chucked them all.
Then, the next day i tried some more, it got to the evening, and because i really hated the flavors of them and had chucked them after like 2 or 3 spoonfuls, i was absolutely starving, because to me it was like nearly 2 days without anything to eat, so i ate a few little things.
I then thought to myself, right on Saturday i will just mix up all the rest of the flavors, try them all that day, see which ones i like so i could inform my CDC on Wednesday for my WI & until i get some more sachets on wednesday that i actually like, i will eat food up until then, then re-start again on Wednesday.
I have been sat thinking about it all night, and i feel like an absolute failure, i feel like i should of just grinned and beared it all and just got on with it this week.
Am i ever going to be strong enough to do this?
I am desperate to lose weight, literally desperate and i want to do it more than anything and seriously re-start on Wednesday when i go for my next appointment.
I am really upset by this and i am going to sit and try all my flavors with my mum tomorrow and see what i like and what i don't like. I am deadly serious on losing weight.. i just feel like an absolute idiot.
Will this first week really affect me in any way of starting again on WED?
Thanks.
Right i'll just inform you of my situation.
I went for my first CD meeting with my CDC on wednesday last week.. She weighed me gave me sachets in all different flavors [soups, shakes and porriage]
Day one - I hated every shake i had that day, i had the Porriage orig [Yuck], Chick & mush soup [Yuck], and then the butterscotch [Yuck].. and i only had like half of each and then chucked them all.
Then, the next day i tried some more, it got to the evening, and because i really hated the flavors of them and had chucked them after like 2 or 3 spoonfuls, i was absolutely starving, because to me it was like nearly 2 days without anything to eat, so i ate a few little things.
I then thought to myself, right on Saturday i will just mix up all the rest of the flavors, try them all that day, see which ones i like so i could inform my CDC on Wednesday for my WI & until i get some more sachets on wednesday that i actually like, i will eat food up until then, then re-start again on Wednesday.
I have been sat thinking about it all night, and i feel like an absolute failure, i feel like i should of just grinned and beared it all and just got on with it this week.
Am i ever going to be strong enough to do this?
I am desperate to lose weight, literally desperate and i want to do it more than anything and seriously re-start on Wednesday when i go for my next appointment.
I am really upset by this and i am going to sit and try all my flavors with my mum tomorrow and see what i like and what i don't like. I am deadly serious on losing weight.. i just feel like an absolute idiot.
Will this first week really affect me in any way of starting again on WED?
Thanks.