Hiya Stacey,
Know that you are feeling more positive today but thought I would post in here anyway.
WHat we seen to forget is that for the whole of our lives, since we were concieved we have been eating. For you it means braking a 21 year cycle, for me 25 years, but for some its 40, 50 even 60 years.
There is no way that this was ever going to be easy. And even if we fall off the wagon and "indulge" every so often, it may stop the weight loss temporarily but we always have the intention of restarting our journey again. So don't feel guilty or bad about it.
If you eat something then its only as nature intended. Stacey we are breaking the laws of human nature by just drinking stuff. Our ancestors used to go out and kill animals to roast over big open fires. Now we are living on bloody milkshakes!
Anyway I hope it all goes well for everyone but please folks we need to let go of the guilt. It will only hold us back
peachy
xx