Keighleyjo2010
Silver Member
Don't know why I keep losing my focus!! I have managed to let my weight go up again to 17:10 (as of this morning!)
I am back on the wagon today. All last week I wa finding it hard I was off work, then when I come back (thurs &fri) I craved everything in sight, I ended up having lunch at work then would get home hungry & eat dinner.
I need to remember I am the only person who can lose the weight. I have to remember all the food I am craving and wanting will all be there at the end of my journey.
3 people at work are now pregnant an I am rather jealous!! But my whole reason in doing this diet is to get to a healthy weight in order to have a baby, I can't do it now and put extra strain on my back & knees. 1 of the ladies that is pregnant is rather overweight herself, always trying to diet, but she just seemed to be putting on more weight then announced she was preg, I don't want to be like that. ( she isn't as big as me) but carrying that weight aswell as a growing baby isn't good.
I am planning the next few days to keep me busy, today & tomorrow I am making trips to the dump after work to get rid of aload of rubbish. I need to clean the house. Wash my carpet. I have been standing at work making a list of things to do lol.
I need a swift sharp kick up the bum!!!
I am back on the wagon today. All last week I wa finding it hard I was off work, then when I come back (thurs &fri) I craved everything in sight, I ended up having lunch at work then would get home hungry & eat dinner.
I need to remember I am the only person who can lose the weight. I have to remember all the food I am craving and wanting will all be there at the end of my journey.
3 people at work are now pregnant an I am rather jealous!! But my whole reason in doing this diet is to get to a healthy weight in order to have a baby, I can't do it now and put extra strain on my back & knees. 1 of the ladies that is pregnant is rather overweight herself, always trying to diet, but she just seemed to be putting on more weight then announced she was preg, I don't want to be like that. ( she isn't as big as me) but carrying that weight aswell as a growing baby isn't good.
I am planning the next few days to keep me busy, today & tomorrow I am making trips to the dump after work to get rid of aload of rubbish. I need to clean the house. Wash my carpet. I have been standing at work making a list of things to do lol.
I need a swift sharp kick up the bum!!!