What the hell is wrong with me, I seem to have clicked the self destruct button. I just can't do this diet, I haven't been to the gym in ages, I have really let myself go. I can't believe I have let myself get like this. I am wearing a dress today coz I thought it might make me feel better but I look hideous. I look fat, old and knackered.
Right now I absolutely hate myself.
Right now I absolutely hate myself.