haggard_hannah
Proud to be a Loser!
I was working a late shift yesterday (a 3am finish) and didn't realise til I got to work that I'd forgotten to bring a sachet for my dinner!
I thought I'd be ok, that I'd just have a large black coffee and have my sachet when I got home. But come about 10pm, I was so hungry that it hurt, I couldn't concentrate and I had convinced myself that the only way I'd be able to finish the shift would be to go to Nando's next door and stuff myself!
Luckily, a very lovely and supportive colleague of mine point blank wouldn't let me. She drove me home to pick up a sachet and all was well again. Phew!
I'm so glad I didn't ruin it all, I would have hated myself.But I have a really horrible feeling that, now that the thought of cheating has been planted, it will only be a matter of time before it happens. I'm sort of scared,l has anyone else been in the same position and managed to shake off the niggling thoughts of forbidden food??
I thought I'd be ok, that I'd just have a large black coffee and have my sachet when I got home. But come about 10pm, I was so hungry that it hurt, I couldn't concentrate and I had convinced myself that the only way I'd be able to finish the shift would be to go to Nando's next door and stuff myself!
Luckily, a very lovely and supportive colleague of mine point blank wouldn't let me. She drove me home to pick up a sachet and all was well again. Phew!
I'm so glad I didn't ruin it all, I would have hated myself.But I have a really horrible feeling that, now that the thought of cheating has been planted, it will only be a matter of time before it happens. I'm sort of scared,l has anyone else been in the same position and managed to shake off the niggling thoughts of forbidden food??